Memories

Last week, I awoke early in the morning to children screaming “The kittens are born! The kittens are born!” The joy and excitement were contagious in our house. Whether you love cats or not–kittens and a new momma cat have ways of softening a hardened heart and moving it towards compassion. I would say that over the years, I have been a self proclaimed dog fan, but now having an outdoor cat, that change of heart has even happened to me.

 Just a few days ago, we found that the kittens were missing from their cozy basket in the garage. With eyes partially opened and toddling little legs, we didn’t think they had chosen to wander off on their own. The kids and I searched everywhere and we found them in an open box, on a dark shelf, and hidden. Their momma had moved them on two different nights, somewhere safe for only reasons that she knew.

I reflected on the scenario this morning–that mother cat and her three kittens, reminded me of my mom, my two sisters, and I. So much fear filled me as a child. My dad’s unpredictable anger was triggered by his use of alcohol. Often, my mom, sisters, and I would find safety and refuge at our grandparents home, with close friends, or at our aunt and uncles home a few hours away. My mom, so courageously, would remove us from potentially dangerous situations on the weekends and move us to these safe places often. These homes were such peaceful places for us where we were protected, loved, and told about Jesus. Often, I realize now how lovingly we were protected by the Lord. I can look back at childhood memories and tell you where I was, what I was doing,  and when I became conscious of God’s presence in my life–even as young as three or four years old. He never left my mom or either of us three girls…

How can I not be moved to tears with overflowing gratefulness and praise to Him as I consider what He’s done for us? Our Abba Father has loved us so deeply and so faithfully for as long as I can remember. My heart aches with such love for Him, and  I just had to share that with you today. I cannot imagine where my mom, sisters, or I would have been without God’s protection and guidance! Please know, if you feel alone–God will fill and protect you too if you ask Him to.

Love and Blessings–

2 thoughts on “Memories

  1. Thanks for sharing your life with us. Sometimes it's a hard thing to do because it brings back painful memories that may be tough to revisit over and over again. God takes the pain; the garbage in our lives and transforms it into something more beautiful than we could ever begin to imagine so that we can look back at what He has done rather than just all the painful memories. Praise Him!

  2. Absolutely true… God protected us and spoke to our hearts over and over again, through the blessing of Aunt Judy and Grandma's faith in Him. Boy, did he have BIG plans for us to serve Him! 🙂

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